"Fuck! I love it when you do that!"
And I knew what Kevin was talking about. This was right after we were playing with the new lube and I had just unloaded into his ass. He was talking about the way I took control when I had him flat on his stomach. I varied my angles as I pulled all the way out and then pushed it back into him with the weight of the fuck on my hands as I held him in place. The ferocity of the assault made an audible smack that reverberated through his core. Yes, he was talking about the position and then way I used my hands on his hips as leverage to hit that sweet spot that makes it feel good, but he was also talking about the aggressive nature of the session, the confident masculinity of it.
We've talked about it before. Most guys I know wouldn't want to bottom for a guy that's tentative and unsure of himself. And that's the problem sometimes. Kevin's not used to bottoming (I'm one of maybe ten guys in a colorful past full of sex clubs and bars that has been able to make him bottom), so I have to take it slow sometimes. But it's really hard to watch the guy you love grimace and not be tender. It goes the other way around, too. Sometimes, I lose my hardon while he's fucking me and he stop to check in on things when what I really want him to do is flip me over and pound the shit out of me... and when he does that, he gets me hard again and I'm losing my load on the sheets quickly after. But I get it. You don't want to cross the line from passionate play to sadistic lust.
So even though we talk about it, it sometimes just doesn't work out. And there are other things we haven't said to each other, but we know it just doesn't work or works way too well. I love getting blowjobs, but he sucks really hard sometimes (to the point where I think I got a bruise/hickey on my cockhead) and I know that I can't make him cum through oral alone (no matter how hard I try, I can't get him to blow with my mouth alone... but he knows how much I love swallowing his massive cum loads) so we don't even bother. We haven't talked about it, but he knows my nips are wired... and that the best way to get me going is to alternating hard play with playful licks. He knows my back is really sensitive and I know he really gets off on the sexual power of making my body respond involuntarily, so I give in to the feelings a little more and let him tickle me even to the point of exhaustion. I know that he might be soft when I start playing with his ass, but by the time I get my cock balls deep, he's going to be rock hard and oozing precum... but that as far as it'll go. I'm working on him cumming with a cock up his ass, but it's taken awhile. I'm patient though. Nothing like feeling a tight ass spasming around your cock when your bottom cums.
I'm sure there are other secrets... Even after a decade of exploring. But I'm a happy student, perpetually learning more about his body.
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