Looking for a third

Kevin's a jealous guy.  And I didn't think I was until I met him.  I can honestly say that he's the first guy that I've been with that has made me jealous when people have thrown affection his way.  So a threeway would never work.  Even if we found a guy that we both found attractive and found us equally attractive, it'd have to be a total stranger that we met while traveling...  or at least that's what we've agreed on during our little pillow talks.

And even the first clause would be a major feat.  We're completely two different body types.  I always snicker when Kevin's quintessential bear frame and handsome, masculine face turns the heads of other bears while we're out and about.  I chuckle to myself because I know that when I expose their indiscretions by pointing out the broken neck he just caused, Kevin usually jokingly says "Ew!" He's not particularly turned on by fuzzy or beefy.  When a slim guy flirts with him, I get a little pang of jealousy.  Not much, but enough to give me pause before I move out of the picture for the flirting to continue.  Hey, I'm no cock-block.  I'm a good wingman.  As for me, I have more varied tastes, but generally am not as attracted to a guy who is skinnier than I am.  So basically, we'd have to find a toned up, but not too beefy bottom guy that's into bears and smaller asian guys.  That's just way too much work.  I've been in group situations before and someone always seems to get left out.

Then, to make sure we can concentrate on the sex, it'd have to be with a guy we don't know and most likely will not cross paths again. 

So why am I thinking about this now?  Well, we're going on vacation!  We're going to be in the pacific northwest for a week and I considered putting up an ad on craigslist.  If it works out, it'd be interesting.  I've always had a fascination with seeing Kevin top another guy (What can I say?  He's a stud and I want others to know it!).  At the same time, I'm kinda worried with what it'll do with the relationship.  It's one of those things that sounds good in theory, but will probably be a big let down.  I've had a few hookups in my day that weren't very satisfying and a threeway just seems like more variables that can end up going wrong.  We'll see!

By the way, the load count to the right is probably off.  I need to be a little more diligent about updating this blog more frequently.